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lady on the radio; don’t play the avant-garde noise act promo
nothing I knew is true; I just want to dance with you
lady on the radio; there’s more to life than being blue
grunge is tough to twist to and I just want to dance with you
you don’t need analysis when you have spring in your tennis shoes
so drop the axe and start anew; I just want to dance with you…
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2. |
Fried Flat Window
04:11
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COVID widow says; “they just do their best”,
leaning out her fried flat window, banging on the Reynobond®
“no-one in the whole flat earth speaks to us like landed earls”
(them what whores to magazines features on their dynasties)
“no-one meets my burning needs like a centre-right MP”
(him what rarely ever shirks, but to ‘beat the kids’ at work)
rabid, fatty jingos’ meat-heads shaved;
Aneurin Bevan spinning in his grave
and no; none of them heard - the pantomime is over…
and it’s not dumb for number ones - looking out for having fun…
hark! a doldrums chorus rings: wooden spoons and whisks on tin
will its revenant impact come? wake me when, Mum…
‘is it fucking over yet?
‘can we go to Tenerife?
‘what d’you fucking *mean* get in the longer queue, you cunt?
‘is the boredom over yet?
‘where’s my fucking PS5?
‘what d’you fucking mean get in the longer fucking queue, you FUCKING *CUNT*?’
COVID widow says; “we all did our best”
leaning out her fried flat window: flesh glued on the Reynobond®
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Two Years Too Young
02:13
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what’s a boy to do? you’re beautiful - but I’m two years too young
everybody knows nineteen’s too old to my seventeen years and eleven months
oh, the chasm of age I yearn across for a thing so sweet as your name sung is epically vast
it’s carved to last - my love’s two years too young
I’d not mind were you to die and I allowed the time to bridge the gap and age my years to parity with thine
no, I’d not mind were you to die and I allowed the time to bridge the gap and age my years to parity with thine
well, what’s a boy to do? you’re beautiful - but I’m two years too young
and you would be a fool (it’s against school rules) to go below rank in search of love
chronometrically doomed and out of tune we’re untenable; we’re far-flung
would’ve loved to be your sweetheart, but I’m two huge years too young
I’d not mind were you to die and I allowed the time to bridge the gap and age my years to parity with thine
no, I’d not mind were you to die and I allowed the time to bridge the gap and age my years to parity with thine
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four boys in a room, a sluice of tunes,
a following comprised of flatmates and friends whose arms were all bent
whose lives were writ inside all those several songs
(all two minutes long; all cynical; all wry)
all voraciously sung and solo’d in glorious lo-fi!
I remember the night of the Geography ball
and being asked if I’d cover Coldplay
I had not contemplated a murder before
I can’t believe we were paid (less so that anyone stayed)
across from the hall, anaemic and droll:
another band of boys, with nothing to say
all knitwear and hairspray (pale redundant shoegaze)
beloved of all for nothing at all, their win eclipsed our skill
how I’d love to forget the amateur quintet sounding oh-so-wet!
I remember the night of the derby finale
and their fetid version of “How Soon Is Now?”
and a shallow, white gospel shit-show did ensue
morons applauded the sound of impotent pandering clowns
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I did not like “For the first time”
that new take of “Sunglasses” was castrated by the removal of the ‘fuck me’ line
“Athen’s, France” was a source of buzz
vengeant; atonal; now? doleful
and again it’s thanks to scaredy editing
all the new singles they’ve dropped from album two are
self-interested in the extreme, sadly
‘and Mother; I was swept on a frothing, enraged wave at the black, satanic heart of their reviews:
so consumed by the red mist I was, that my Fitbit exploded with the health warnings known only to boomers and masochists:
that I was the wanker!?’
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Because I'm a Girl
03:43
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no one takes me seriously because I’m a girl
everybody’s frightened of me and the on-screen kisses
I am an enigma machine because I’m a girl
everybody’s frightened of me and my consensual urges
and that’s fine, as I find no sacred, black degree of your assent can satiate me
I’m with the Vitruvian man because I’m a girl
everybody’s frightened of me and the codex on flight
I’m with Michelangelo di Lodovico Buonarroti Simoni
and yes - before you ask - it’s because I’m a girl
and that’s fine, as I find no sacred, black degree of your assent can satiate me
because I am a girl in love and you’re a thief who’s jealous of me
it’s fine; I find no sacred black degree of your assent can satiate me
because I am a girl in love and you’re a thief who’s jealous of me…
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7. |
£9,250 p/a
01:56
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I was invoiced 60,000 Sterling in the end,
since then I’ve made small contributions to the interest gained
I was then made to take intention from behind…
…with borrowed wire cutting in, teary-eyed me stood garrotting and the social sector calling
(happy, happy, happy days)
I was invoiced 60,000 Sterling in the end
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8. |
Nitrous Oxide
02:33
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you’re woozy - well, what a gas
high art in a ludicrous hat
you’re woozy, and so are they
hey, nonny… nonny, hey
oh, why?
god, you’re dry
so dry
so, you’re woozy? well, good for you
where did you poach your friends from?
they like looking up to you - they think you’re cool
they love the non-event things you do
but why?
god, you’re dry
so dry
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9. |
Beautiful Circumstance
04:08
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it’s not a ‘beautiful circumstance’ that you came to meet
you might have met anyone - you’d’ve been just as keen
it’s not profound, this thing you’ve found
it’s just two new actors, same old scene
don’t be deceived by your belief in fates
oh, won’t you just stop pretending he’s your ‘one and only’?
it’s nothing you did well
you just co-exist
it’s happenstance
it’s for astrologists
it’s not a ‘beautiful circumstance’ that you came to meet
you tremble at anyone - all of them kiss your feet
so, it’s not so strange; your ‘epic pain’
happens at least three times a week…
don’t be deceived by your belief in fates
oh, won’t you just stop pretending he’s your ‘one and only’?
it’s nothing you did well
no; you just co-exist
it’s happenstance
it’s for astrologists
it could’ve been anyone
(it would’ve been anyone)…
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10. |
Swipe Left; Please
03:29
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take your sleaze; swipe left, please
I am the antitheses
well, hey - ‘hundreds of women in [my] area
‘are just gagging’ to send me low-res photographs…
worms-eye views of caked-on hues ask:
“you, bemused, could better use a book club, couldn’t you, ingénue?
let me do things to you…”
“no,” I wheeze; “swipe left - please
“lest you be Mephistopheles”
get-in! ‘thousands of twenty-somethings want [me] now!’
why wait? here is my pin and mother’s maiden name…
leave it running while I’m reading
who - oh, who - aspires to one moment’s fancy?
true - yes, true - I’m yet to have success, I guess
but you, all tease; all ease; all venereal disease
swipe left; please…
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11. |
Abeamus alibi
04:56
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I’ve been thinking all this through:
frankly, I can’t stand you
I’m still ill; you’re still so ill too
Who owes me a living? Yes; it’s you
I decided (whilst bitterly en route from Keflavík to primordial soup):
even the Romans took one look and sighed: ‘abeamus alibi…’
Just look at the sordid state of you
I think I’ll pretend we never met…
I decided (whilst miserably en route from anywhere to London Luton):
even the Nazis weren’t sufficiently enthused to make a winning move…
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12. |
Festival
04:54
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pretty paisley thing wrapped around your shoulders
sitting at the festival in the tiny town
friends of yours and friends of mine
flanking each side, it was the very first time…
I had met you (having never seen you before)
I wished the night might last a few hours more
a gorgeous rosey haze around my recollections
of sitting at the festival in the tiny town
you and I set face to face and talking the night
away until they called us
now, that I’d found you I had to say something before
that moment vanished for forever more
ignore the band - take my hand
don’t think me foolish please
I’m a hopeless romantic in disgrace
I hope you might just set me straight
and you eyed me with suspicion
it was the first time I met you
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I lean very hard into a thing you’ve told me flatly you can’t do a thing about
(but who said anything about me minding your reaction to both me and my sheer topography?
supermarket lingerie takes the teen boys’ breaths away…)
let’s get out of this place - we could drive anywhere
oh, the places you’ll go in a hijacked Renault
as you lift off the yoke, feel me raking your hair
I don’t mind if they stare - we can drive anywhere…
I lean harder still into that thing you claim you only do when you least want to
(oh, but who said anything about reluctance?)
and you are so enthralled as Jericho’s off-white lace walls - stretched and heaving - fall,
bearing you my porcelain all…)
let’s get out of this place - we can drive anywhere
you would be quite remiss to deny me this tryst;
to not rip off these reigns; throw me down and - ensnared - lift me, shaking, on air…
drive me anywhere…
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I’ll level with you - I know this all well
I’ve cried at this fairground a million times
at the niceties sold in batches of two
at the beautiful people with beautiful hair and fanciful shoes
at the rhyme of their flesh in a mangle of hands
at the terrible twist of their saccharin skin
at the lock of their arms in a foul French kiss
all school year, I’ve been wishing for this
some fantastic love - revered and adored
I knew one before, but then she was bored
and still I want more
so don’t think that I’m desperately waiting for just anyone
‘cause that isn’t true
okay, it might have been once
but now, there is ‘you’
a fantastic love - revered and adored
we had one before
fragile and flawed
and I’m no good on my own
but don’t think that I’m desperately waiting for just anyone…
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15. |
Bigger Than This
06:04
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you and me - we were meant to be so much bigger than this
our work will rot in this digital funerary plot: an emporium that flogs our sounds for free
I realise we’re marginalised, but why we’re ignored I’m unsure
but it’s alright - ‘cause we have a show tonight
and all our friends - they will attend; they will dance until the end
you and I - we are doomed to die in utter obscurity
known by few; loved by even less - ailing to unimpress
I realise we’re marginalised, but why we’re ignored I’m unsure
but it’s alright - ‘cause we have a show tonight
and all our friends - they will attend; they will dance until the end
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Fisting
01:36
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fisting - I’ve never been a fan
I fail to understand where the appeal lies
it sounds so extreme - it’s just not my scene
but whatever gets your rocks off, friends - that’s fine
fisting - isn’t that a bit much?
who needs double Dutch, when normal skipping’s sublime?
it sounds so extreme - it’s a little too near the spleen
but whatever gets you going, kids - that’s fine
the beautiful love you share is defined by the intimate practises you keep
but no screaming please; I’m trying to get some sleep
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The Prolificists
03:15
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‘God, what did we do wrong?
this is surely not another love-song?
they only just released one…
don’t you see a pattern forming?
their palette of influence is just appalling
their lexis is awkward; their themes are derivative
their synthesiser reliance is spiritless
‘their accursed discography just keeps growing…
‘The Prolificists are cystic, hubristic shit;
this is not music - it’s noise -
an octology of records of noise!
tape-hiss on every song
God, what was it we did wrong?
surely not another love-song…?’
‘their accursed discography just keeps growing…’
the sad fact is this: that fifteen years ago, we’d have had hits
put out on coloured vinyl discs by Domino, or some such subsidiary -
my misery… that’s history!
what did I do wrong…?
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18. |
Ambivalence, Yeah!
01:10
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what’s the movement of this time -
the stigma for the clothes and hair -
the thrust of all creative cares?
ambivalence, yeah!
what’s the movement of our time -
the stigma for our clothes and hair -
the thrust of our creative cares?
ambivalence, yeah!
ambivalence…!
where are the spokesmen of this age?
the post-postmodern legionnaires?
there’s only you in your swivel-chair;
singing ‘ambivalence! ambivalence, yeah…!’
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on Sunday February 2nd in the year 1975,
San took to the stage in Niš one final time
and there stood Predrag Jovičić, ensconced with microphone,
mere seconds from the start of Tebe Sam Želeo…
you know, he thought; ‘when all is said and done,
‘life could be so much worse than singing, dancing, having fun…’
as Predrag Jovičić sang his sweet Yugoslavian schlager,
did a cloakèd figure descend from the stadium rafters…
you know, he thought; ‘when all is said and done,
‘life could be so much worse than singing, dancing, having fun…’
‘tebe sam želeo…’
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maybe when the ennui ends
when I’m unmedicated once again
and when the ice thaws on this half-life
if I’m still alive, I could be swayed…
and if allowed again -
well, I could crack a smile and maybe then begin to like your friends?
and maybe then I could see you again…
when pigs fly
maybe I…
…if I must again -
well; I could crack a smile and maybe then tolerate your friends?
then - and only then - will I see you again
maybe when the ennui ends…
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have faith - for you may fall in love one day
and that day, well, it may just be soon
she could spy your briefcase… it might make her heart race…
and the platform attendants may well swoon;
it would be discussed in waiting rooms…
there are so few free hearts not signed away under the official secrets act
your service: ‘uncivil’, apparently
but what you feel is normal, trust me
so, have faith - for you will fall in love one day
and when this prophecy comes true
you will spy a someone; and that liaison’s
concluding scene will serve to prove
you’re someone’s just-spied someone too
there are so few free hearts not signed away under the official secrets act
your service: ‘uncivil’, apparently
but what you feel is normal, trust me…
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22. |
Love beyond the Borders
03:16
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love beyond the borders is so terrifying, isn’t it?
never knowing what we’ll say or do
it’s dreadfully uncertain - I don’t know why we do it
(do you still want to?)
don’t let me drag you screaming through the streets of romance
(that’s uncouth)
most of life is beautiful, and though you’re no exception to the rule
I fear I’d fall in love again
most of life is beautiful, and though you’re no exception to the rule
I fear I’ll fall in love again
life with you away from me is death-defying, honestly;
the stinging whip of chances on the wind,
to win against proximity (which seems to have it in for me)
but you’re my only, so put our youth on hold
and we’ll depend on baseless fantasies
most of life is beautiful, and though you’re no exception to the rule
I fear I’d fall in love again
and most of life is beautiful, and though you’re no exception to the rule
I fear I’ll fall in love again
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23. |
Eunuch
03:01
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I meet her in a university art workshop, finishing a trite pastiche of Georgia O’Keefe. In the shadow of a hangover, sustained from bitter teenage desperation, I overlook her very amateur style and venture to acknowledge her lovely eyes and beautiful laugh (knowing immediately that both will soon haunt those most shameful of short dreams our vile little bodies force us to endure…) Besides, I admit: her brushwork is actually quite nice, and the flecks of emulsion on her smooth wrists say something vaguely exciting to me about the human hand and ‘propensity’…
I experience an appropriately internalised objective appreciation of her physical womanly attributes, and manage (well, I think) to park these alongside - and not in front of - her earnest, though admittedly cumbersome, connection to the artistic aspects of life. She says:
“It’s so wizard when boys say sweet shit but I’m a masochist
“I think you need something blander than me…
“you need something much blander than me…”
Head firmly patted, I drift back to my dormitory and cry for what seems like sagas. The eons of silent sobbing were, I’m sure, punctuated by some angry attempt at achieving orgasm, but I don’t recall either trying or managing (if indeed it’s true that I stopped shaking long enough to even consider it). Clearly sensing something amiss in the ensuing silence (especially since one can usually enjoy weird jazz emanating from my room), my beautiful neighbour - more beautiful even in spirit than her utterly flawless figure - raps on the door to check I am alive and not, in fact, Richard Brautigan.
I tell her everything that happened, missing out of course, the part wherein she figures: another wonderful person I’ve met with both an eye and an excuse for the exquisite. However, it seems she’s second guessed that I’m about to admit as much, as she caresses my luckless hand and quickly intones:
“It’s so wizard when boys say sweet shit but I’m a masochist
“I think you need something blander than me…
“you need something much blander than me…”
screw this! I am just going to sit right here, playing my Sunn O))) records
and wishing I was a eunuch instead of this shivering wisp without friends…
oh look! ‘amateur hour in oil’ texts me saying that I am ‘2 nice!!’
just wait - you haven’t read the reply (you are going to die)
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24. |
Love in the Room Above
02:17
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waxen, malnourished and argumentative - all our pensiveness for hire
with genitals on fire, our synthesisers cry…
we may well be everybody’s
we’d still struggle to be someone’s
we’re not even anybody’s
no-one cares (they’re elsewhere)
I’ve been trying to get it down: my celibacy diary
but how can I concentrate when my peeling ceiling shakes
with every manic spasm of their glee?
waxen, malnourished and pugnacious, ungracious, desperate
fetid, foaming, sad…!
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there was cloth-board on the walls and a single out-of-tune upright piano - that was all
but in my mind it was a white Wurlitzer organ rising through the theatre floor
and one December, in the key of D# it came to me: a whistle soft as knocking knees
and as the gestures in my wrists made permanent my silly wish to have you look inside of me…
we put two pins through an atlas page and tied a ribbon to each one
someone somewhere now has that old book of ours, but all our ribboned pins are gone
in northern fields, the punching wind kissed my face and stroked my hair - it made me sick; made me aware
your say is final - I understand - but in the annals of our plans, the music from the box-room plays
forever and a day
we put two pins through an atlas page and tied a ribbon to each one
someone somewhere now has that old book of ours, but all our ribboned pins are gone
there is nothing I can do - eat your heart out, Herstmonceux - nothing I can do
no, there is nothing I can do… eat your heart out, Herstmonceux
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26. |
Nuclear Codes
02:23
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your friendly neighbourhood billionaire now has the nuclear codes
and the wit and the bricks and the mortar to (quote) ‘make great’ (unquote) your state (he won’t)
see the new utopia, built on xenophobia…
see the new utopia?
well, don’t forget that you chose
oh look who’s got the nuclear codes
your friendly neighbourhood billionaire now has the nuclear codes
he’s spreading hate and spreading disdain to “make America great again”
see the new utopia, built on xenophobia…
see the new utopia?
and never, never, never, never, never, never, never, never, never, never, never, forget that you chose
sweet Jesus, Mary, Joseph - looky-look who’s got the nuclear codes
your friendly neighbourhood billionaire now has the nuclear codes
the actual nuclear codes
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27. |
Goodnight, Countess
02:23
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hair-raising hammer horror screams
hurtle through the castle home; fly across the flagstones
ubiquitous terror and gore:
flesh-rip foley track; Carpenter synth score
come now; you must be joking
the smokescreen’s barely cloaking this budget shit evoking Ed bloody Wood or something
“this fall - kiss the ones you love good-FRIGHT…
“in Jackie Treehorne’s “Goodnight, Countess”…”
come now; you must be joking
the smokescreen’s barely cloaking this budget shit evoking Ed bloody Wood or something
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28. |
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Mel loves Jeff
Jeff loves Mel
watch it go to hell - watch it go to hell!
Jeff loves Mel
and Mel loves Jeff
but both of them are dark and pained
and soon there’s nothing left!
they were betrothed! they were betrothed!
but their brains were clothed in unfortunate flesh!
he was a man!
she was a child!
their love was weird!
the book is wild!
Mel loves Jeff
Jeff loves Mel
have them rake your mind
thank-you! thank-you, Stein!
Mel loves Jeff
Jeff loves Mel
have them rake your mind!
rob you of your time!
they were betrothed! they were betrothed!
but their brains were clothed in unfortunate flesh!
he was a man!
she was a child!
their love was weird!
the book is wild!
M-E-L-A-N-C-T-H-A-M-M-M-M-M-M-M…!
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29. |
Aubade
01:53
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it’s a sorry affair:
the state of my hair; the terribly early hour
you’d know if you’d awoken, but you hardly ever do;
your rank breath builds as I tie my shoes
is your housemate in love?
(her suitor is here - his bicycle blocks the hall)
they (leaning) made a really rather pretty silhouette,
bathed in the light of the kitchenette
all the letters I write are hurriedly phrased
(handwritten - cursive - in blue)
small authorial fallacies now consigned
to a larger waste of precious time…
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30. |
System Preferences
03:03
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I don’t mind what love you like
how you’re inclined; how you identify
and I don’t care how you will spend your nights
the stances you like - whatever feels right…
but don’t you want to talk about something else - anything else?
don’t you want to talk about something else - anything else?
life’s too short; just do what you like,
but don’t make this a fight
no; you can’t ask what love I like
how I’m inclined; how I identify
want to know how I spend my nights?
well that’s tough shit - live your own life
but please, can’t we just talk about something else - anything else?
won’t you please just talk about something else - anything else?
life’s too short; just do what you like,
but don’t make this a fight
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31. |
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you think you’re in love?
you don’t know the half of it
you don’t know the lovers that I do
if you did then you might see what it is to be loyal and devoted, et cetera
so don’t say that you’re in love - you are just not qualified
you are still a novice at this game
but you see, to be as practised as me isn’t necessarily the way
well, I guess they have it all
and that’s good; it’s far, far safer in their hands
well, I guess they have it all
I hope they get what they’re looking for…
you know, you are not in love
you’re just at the mercy of chemicals that gush between your knees
they contaminate your art with a plastic sense of heart
your progenitorial instincts start to plead (oh, please)
well, I guess they have it all
and that’s good; it’s far, far safer in their hands
well, I guess they have it all
I hope they love what they’re living for…
you know, I was once in love; God, it was so beautiful
somewhere in the past, it’s pretty still
but I fumbled the controls and the radio tuned out into nothing again
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